sign the brand-spankin'-new guestbook... my weary bones ~
april 16, 2001 - 10:37 p.m. exhausted, again. I've been running myself too hard on too little sleep for too long. I'm living in this land of extremes, the pendulum swinging me to one extreme and then the other. I'm a bit of a creature of light and darkness lately. I'm learning a lot about my addictive nature. I'm trying to make friends with it, learn what it has to teach me. I'm watching what happens inside me when I reach for something, or when I don't. this last day or so I've been mostly reaching. I spent the weekend in a land of cravings. fear, lonliness, insecurity... it all feeds the cravings. cravings are the song and dance I do instead of being present in this moment of my life. I get tired. I get tired of always doing things the hard way. of being strong. of always trying to make the right choices. I'm like a teenager, fighting with bared teeth against the voices that tell me how I should live my life. I fight even though the voices are coming from my own heart. I'm looking at myself hard and trying to be kind.
the old-school guestbook archives
my amazon wish list...
my favorite astrologer...
my favorite artist...
yerba mate revolution!
erowid: a travel guide for interior journeys...
no more war:
MoveOn.org
United for Peace and Justice
True Majority
seek the truth:
Common Dreams
Unamerican Activities
The Nation
people I adore, diaries I read:
rev.raikes
ariana
cubiclegirl
epiphany
glitter333
laurakay
wammo
the music:
the asylum street spankers
backyard tire fire
blue highway
bill camplin
wendy colonna
freedom tribe
joules graves
guy forsyth band
hamsa lila
hanuman
libby kirkpatrick
leftover salmon
pamela means
medeski martin & wood
the motet
the nice outfit
nickel creek
open road
rose polenzani
railroad earth
south austin jug band
string cheese incident
taarka
tha musemeant
the devil makes three
tim o'brien band
trolley
wild sage
keller williams
yonder mountain string band
(((rings)))