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where I'm calling you from ~ 2001-01-17 - 16:03:28 ariana called me last night, the first chance we've had to talk in weeks, and when I started trying to tell her how I was, I just started falling apart. there's only so long I can pretend that I'm okay with where I'm at. I'm in fucking milwaukee and I'm working at a damn temp job. I'm afraid I'm going to bruise my wings flinging myself against the bars of my cage. even though I know that this is just a temporary holdup, I think some part of me is afraid of getting trapped in this world. this is not where I belong. I want my life back. two more weeks, I keep telling myself. I know I can hold on for that long. any longer than that and I don't know what might happen...
(((rings))) |