the old-school guestbook archives
my amazon wish list... my favorite astrologer... my favorite artist... yerba mate revolution! erowid: a travel guide for interior journeys... no more war: MoveOn.org United for Peace and Justice True Majority seek the truth: Common Dreams Unamerican Activities The Nation people I adore, diaries I read: rev.raikes ariana cubiclegirl epiphany glitter333 laurakay wammo the music: the asylum street spankers backyard tire fire blue highway bill camplin wendy colonna freedom tribe joules graves guy forsyth band hamsa lila hanuman libby kirkpatrick leftover salmon pamela means medeski martin & wood the motet the nice outfit nickel creek open road rose polenzani railroad earth south austin jug band string cheese incident taarka tha musemeant the devil makes three tim o'brien band trolley wild sage keller williams yonder mountain string band |
craving acheless rest... ~ December 30, 2007 - 3:06 a.m. restless night in new york, tired but awake and living in my body, the pull of muscles clenched from running a plane full of needful souls, feeding them, drinking them, smiling and comforting and trying to make it all come out right... the feel of my skin, aching for touch, aching as it has for months with craving and desire, nerve endings lit and twitching, clinging and clenching with this tingling, restless ache... how can he be so close to me and yet not sink beneath the skin? how can he hold my beautiful naked body and breathe in my smells, my textures, without desire? the soft ache and wheeze in my chest, my sinuses, my ears, the infection nearly chased to extinction by the curious allies I swallow every eight hours, the cillins I've come to love in spite of me... living in my body, this restless night, as I haven't been, too long away from dancing, too long away from making love, too long away from these sensations, I am restless, I ache, I crave.
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