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reiki through it ~ February 18, 2003 - 5:02 p.m. tired today... so I mentioned that there were blockages releasing... that's a normal process after reiki attunements. the thing is just to keep doing reiki on yourself to release them. well, the last two days I've woken up in pain. this morning at about 4 am, I snapped awake with this intense, sciatic-nerve type pain from my hips down to my knees. I don't know if you've ever felt the sciatic nerve in action, but trust me that you don't want to. I thrashed and whimpered and reiki'd the hell out of the whole region of my body, until about 6 am, when I crawled out of bed and took a painkiller. this is a major block I'm releasing, and I'm just trusting in that. I've been aware of it for a long time, and tried all kinds of things to let it go. reiki must finally be doing the trick. I can't think of any other reason why it would hurt like this. I'm trusting that I'll get to the other side, and it will be great. it seems to bother me most at night. I have some residual soreness in my hips during the day, kind of a mild arthritic ache, but after sundown it starts to get worse. and then, in the middle of the night, it hurts like hell. I'm just doing my reiki. doing it and doing it. I know this will bring me through. and on the other side, it's gonna be great.
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