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a beginning... ~ December 12, 2007 - 4:22 p.m. writing, a beginning. a place to put this restlessness, this craving of depths and openness and something more. I've been throwing myself into my work, hard, and that's been good, that's been more than good, but and yet there's still so much missing here. it's so easy not to write, not to dance, not to engage with my deeper spiritual world. so easy and yet so hard. I need it, and yet deprive myself, a spiritual anorexic denying my soul the sustenance it needs in order to deepen and expand. why? is this just another level of sabotage? why do I find the business of living so deeply exhausting? why do i isolate myself this way? the questions are worth asking. the answers are coming.
(((rings))) |