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reconnections ~ May 9, 2002 - 4:43 p.m. finding time to update has been challenging lately. there's been a lot of work to do for the website I do contract work for, which is in something like mid-launch. on top of my work hours here at the center. and everything. except for when I do have time, but the network connection's down. you know. it just goes that way sometimes. things are feeling good, though. the wave of emotional energy that hit me this week is subsiding. I can tell I still have a lot more to release and process, but I've got something like a respite at the moment. the sun is shining, and I feel good. thursday afternoons are always fun. that's the day I help with tea. it's something of a community ritual, on days when babaji is here. there's tea at 3, when babaji and the rock crew take a break from whatever they're building at the moment. v.p. (short for vishnu priya) is the completely sweet and righteous little white-haired lady who makes the chai, and on thursdays, tatiana and I help her and serve tea and sandwiches to folks who come for tea. it's fun, and pretty lighthearted. babaji jokes a lot, and there's a good energy about the rock crew. it's a nice way to serve the community. ever says that I'm lucky that I got assigned to help with tea; usually you have to request it. speaking of whom, I got a wonderful letter from ever yesterday. coming clean about why he's been shutting me out, being really open and honest about the issues he's been struggling with lately. it felt so good, to know that he can still talk to me that way. can still be open with me. he's been so closed, and strange, and confused. I think he's finding his way back to our friendship, remembering how we've always connected. and speaking of which, he just *appeared*... stepped out of my thoughts and into the room. I'm going to go and connect with him for a bit. I'll write later if I can find the time...
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