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relics and random info ~ January 20, 2002 - 11:28 p.m. it was beautiful today, sunny. me and ozone went miniature golfing, the first time I've done that since I was a kid. it was fun, in kind of a goofy, low-key kinda way. we didn't keep score. last night was another hard night. me and ozone got into some deep heavy stuff. at one point he was this close to asking me to leave. and it was all I could do to make myself stay. it's the closest I've come to leaving yet. and yet, I'm still here. and things seem better today. we'll see. I've been bare-butt honest with him about the fact that I don't know how much longer I can do this. but also that I'm here because I wanna be, and because I believe in who he can be. who knows. we'll see. I'm having strange dreams every night. and there's these buddhist relics coming to town. (she takes a hard conversational left). they're going to be on display in san jose the day before my birthday. and I want to go, but I'm a little intimidated by the protocal. there's a way to do prostrations, etc., that I'm just not sure about. I think I might e-mail vajrapani and ask them for some advice. they're pretty friendly and accessible like that. and paying respect to the relics is supposed to be good for purifying karma. the universe knows I could use it. dance jam again tomorrow. I should go, I really should. I'm working on making sure that I get the things that I need.
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