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the hell out of san jose ~ January 10, 2002 - 11:06 p.m. I'm feeling a little crazy, but I'm putting it down to moon-time hormonal madness. ozone and I are struggling with each other, with moments of grace in between struggles. when I came back from oakland, he had made me vegan chocolate chip cookies. and then yesterday I kicked the bedroom wall, and left a perfect, heel-shaped dent, in it. andre would be proud. we're getting out of here, though, is what it looks like, and we both think that that is going to make things better. he'll know tomorrow for sure, if he has the job. really, a job. after six months of no job. he's a little nervous about going back to work. but also a little excited, I think. and the job will make lots of other things possible, like renting a house in santa cruz, which we've decided would be a good place to be while we get ourselves in a position to buy the land we want in boulder creek. and then today, while he was out running errands, he ran into a friend who knows the woman who owns a good percentage of the rental properties in santa cruz. he's going to put us in touch. little signs from the universe. and risa says that my darkness is about to be lifted, that in a few weeks my new reality will manifest. she also suggests that I pray. I have been.
(((rings))) |